Diary♥

Just read my diaries.
the past few were so retarded.
my language was so weird, i feel so tweeeet.
im disgusted :S

but after reading,
i realised a lot of stuff.

first, it was about friendship.
i didnt realise how close th clique was.
And how much i treasure f'ship.

and how much i felt it was my fault during th past quarrel,
but nw, i dnt feel that way.
maybe im just getting more stubborn.
i just feel that i wasn't mostly at fault.

Jann was my best listener/secret keeper
Crys was th crazy nice bitch
Jiyin was th best dance pal
Dom was th cute funny joker
Ws was th close sister

and i didnt realise how close i was with a few ppl.
LYX, DON, JOCH.
LYX.. bad memories.
DON.. good memories
JOCH.. good memories.

but well, lyx is one of th forgotten once,
maybe bcos the tym he knew me,
was th tym when i focused a lot more on a better/close friend
that is also lost now. its weird to realise so many lost friends ):
especially when its those that are really important(you know who.)

Second, relationships.
J, L, D. omgosh,
i feel lyk i've actually been rather lucky
that there were so many nice people in my life.
especially these 3 nice people.
i shall keep all this to myself.

Third, myself.
i realised i changed so drastically.
after reading those diaries,
i realised i changed, alot.
maybe now, i've become alot more mature?.
more spoilt/insensitive
less of a good friend.
i dont know if thats mature the right word to use,
but its really a drastic change, maybe after i've been thru so much.

omgosh, i really love th tyms in th past,
those nice moments(:
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