O'levels results

L1r5 : 11
Bonus points : 4

Gaah , planning to go ACJC , but no one from XMS is going .
So lonely . Dont like going to a school alone knowing nothing .
Damn .
I dont even think i can get into University .
Why am i considering JC .

Went to SAJC today ,
it was okay .. but not my type of school .

Didnt get to see NYJC or MJC ,
heard it's not bad .
Regrets .

I'm so flustered now ! AHHH !

WAHAHAHA !
Suddenly feel like posting , after like 3months :O

Just had seafood dinner at Shaun's place , Crab , Prawns , Sotong , Clams
and currently , im alone in his house with his parents .
he said he'll be back in 10mins , cause he went to buy Catfish ,
but now , it's been like 1hour ? idiot .

2012 , Countdown day was awesome .
the fireworks were so beautiful , probably because we were right under it ,
we squeezed through angry crowds that were probably cursing us
because we got front seats though we went at 10+ .

Fell asleep because i didnt want to wait for 1 hour ,
while Avel Elaine Lionel Weisze Jiyin were playing games , Heartattack i think .

Weisze came over to my place and we were all half-asleep at 5+ .


Results day on Monday .
Freaking nervous , as usual .
probably wont do well . hopefully it's good enough for jc ?
im still not sure if i wanna go jc or poly .
anyway , monday is gna be a sad day , last day wearing school uniform .
last day we'll all be tgr in the same school .

heiheijulebu , everyone is so detached now .
everyone's busy with their own other group of friends ,
or busy with their life .
maybe not all , the girls are still tgr , probably cause they go out everyday .
lionel's been really down because we havent really went out tgr ,
and we're not that close anymore .

AAHH ! SHAUN'S BACK . BYE !

Teachers' Day :D
School was kinda lame !
early in the morning , speech speech and more speech
X-tra ordinary teachers awards .

Went back to class , for " PARTY "
Only miss martin and mr leefy came .
lols , so pathetic . lols !

went to hall super early to get first row seat.
and end up with so much trouble because of the SLs lousy planning.

OMGOD :D
Ms Beh dance damn nice .
hahaha ! Miss martin too.
She was pranked by Feng Lao Shi .
hahaha ! damn funny .

Catched Crazy Stupid Love
with Shaun Merlyn Crystal Yanqing Engliang Lionel Yejohn .
Joshua went home bfore the movie .
Bought shoes :D and went home to sleep sleep sleep :D

LALALA !
maybe gna go watch Cars 2 with JM JQ and Shaun ltr .
heiheijulebu gng watch smurfs, poor chenyou, went to buy tickets alone, EARLY ! :O

Happiness .

Hey !
Hah. so long since i've last been here.
Everyday has been just Shaun Shaun and more Shaun .

I dont know why , feel so depressed .
feel so down .
partly because of heiheijulebu , partly cause of shaun ?

i feel like i dont know heiheijulebu anymore .
maybe its just me , i dont feel like we're the same as before.
maybe because of exams ? i dont know ?
maybe its me ? maybe everyone's getting along same as usual .
hah .
anyway , lionel asked me to go merlyn hse with them tmrw .
yeahs . happy ? nope . no feelings .

hmm , shaun ..
kinda depressed .
i dont know why either ? haha :D

:DDD

HEIHEIJULEBU!♥

Hey, i know some of you are angry .
Maybe because you're afraid that i'd leave or something,
but i just wana say how i feel?
if we're true friends , i dont think u people will mind all this.
i know there must be a balance between both sides ,
but its not possible if u all dont get to know him right?

sometimes i wonder if its due to ur selfish-ness or is it really because of me.
hah.
sorry if i neglected u all, but i really feel like we're all drifting.
maybe the group is getting too big , we're all preoccupied with our own stuff.
studies , cca , o'level , tuition.
i dont know , maybe we need to have a TALK together soon
and we need to plan a chalet this year . 1 year since we last had one.

i stil LOVE Heiheijulebu and i always will <:

Lala, wonder how it will be like if diff choices were made.
Gah. guilt to the others.

but , at least we're happy now.
that's all that matters <:

SHAUNLIM's!
080311 <:

Hey.
So long since i last posted.
Some events that took place?

26February, BIRTHDAY!
went out with :
edel dexter xavier lionel qingyang brian seewei jerry.
went for movie at marina square , and went to east coast park
took lots of photos.
all on facebook. <:

27February, BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!
went out with :
Lionel Chenyou Avel Joshua Engliang Yanqing Jann Jiyin Merlyn Crys Weisze
went for lunch at tamp1.
took photos.
went for jiujiu's wedding dinner at Orchard Parade Hotel.

->Movie with qiqing shaun weisze crys xavier
->Far east shopping trip
->Movie with Shaun at Cineleisure
->Crys n avel's celebration at NEX.
->Macritchie
->Outram
->Block335
->pool with Shaun's friends
->watch Shaun play bball outside school
->Dinner at 672 n 335 <:

Lala. :X
Dont remember much.

Dance practises.
SYF's coming , hope we can get gold w/ honour.
everyone's gna be so tired , bt we just gotta pull through this 3weeks.
don't wana regret not working hard enough after the competition .
LALA, BIIIIGGGGG BLUEBLACK.

You see, things are not as simple as it seems.
Words are easy, decisions are hard.

i just killed like millions of my brain cells.
that explains why i blank out during lessons. ARGH!

What's going on in my mind?
you think i don't wanna find out?
you think its so great caught in between?
you think its so great seeing them like that?
Like i wanted to, like i chose to!

cough till wanna vomit already..
bloody hell, what the shit is this-.-

workload in school is so fcking stressful.
its february and we're all worked out,
how are we gonna face olevel...

mstoh n mrleefy are disappointed.
mr leekm is disappointed.
all the teachers are worried for our class..

Jolyn hoe u bloody bitch.

Things that can never been said again.
There isn't always a second chance to everything.

So what if it happened.
So what if it was once yours.
The truth is, now, It Isn't.

My neck hurts from dance.
Crazy, ZLS keeps changing the dance steps.
is it that we're not trying hard enough or
this is all we're capable of?



Lessons damn hard to catch up.
Homework piling up.