i just wished things were always less complicate.
why must it always end up in a way where decisions are hard to make.

i couldn't say YES because the others are around.
but u didnt understand and really LEFT. worse, its HER. -.-
omgod, like what a bastard, anyway , its over :D

and im glad that there's two better people arnd.
bt sad that its two GREAT guys.

HEY!
Dance yesterday rocked:D
it was tiring, yet fun.
felt great teaching junior :D haha!
they're really hardworking, they jus need tht extra push to do better.
maybe they're failure is due to the senior's lack of patience.
Haha, sorry :X

TODAY! :D
totally screwed by chem test.
went out to buy pimple creamm
and then met xavier.
cabbed down to bishan to meet Lowyi Chenghow and friends.
They're disgusting ppl who spit on the floor,
but nice and friendly ppl who try to create topics:D

haha, sorry Dinesh for being too harsh on my words:X
dont be petty and forgive my ignorance :X HAHAHA~

went to J8 fr dinner. met weisze.
ate at food junction.
chenghow KEPT STEALING MY FOOD!
and lowyi kept laughing.
WIPE THE SMIRK OFF UR FACE, you're evil! :X
being happy seeing ppl steal my FRIED food. HAHA:D

okay, went home with crystal.
chit chat, told her about some problems.
haha, feel better saying, but i hate it when u have to hold back th tears.
sucks ttm. its like all stuck arnd ur chest and u cant let it out..
haha:D

{♥}

Firstly,
I CANT READ U AT ALL.
i dont know who u are, ure saying smth and doing another.
msging one and talking to another.
you're weird, bt a great friend.
so u had better be nice to her, and for now, i'll forget abt evrything tht happened,
delete all our messages and FORGET.
anyway, i think im disappointed enough to forget now.

Secondly,
Omgod, words yesterday was harsh.
but i can understand tht ure insecure..
sooo... haha..
anyway told u how i feel, and let's just see how things will go on.
insecure, unable to trust.. i dont know.
there's so many confusion.

maybe because all guys are assholes-.-

Hey.
Saturday :
Went out in the morning to study @ Crystal house.
Lionel came over to find me first.
walked to crys house and ate u-mian :O

went i-econ buy drinks and met weisze at crys hse..
studied chem, did some bio .
persuaded avel the lazy fatass to come over.
chenyou came over too.

left to kangkar mall fr dinner.
crys played th rifle game at the pasarmalam.
and didnt win a single thing-.-

went to buy icecream and went back crys hse to study.
read up on chem.
and left home.
no one at home. bloody hell
so went to weisze house to stay.

disturbed her sister i think, sorry.

anyway, today went to the shop in the morning to help,
and found out that they went shopping for cny clothes ysd :D
omgod, what a great family :D
i LOVE them so much i'll SPEND EVERYDAY with them.

<:

Hey!
Yesterday was a tiring day.
went to kovan with weisze and jiyin to get Miss Foo's contact lenses.

took train to orchard, got weisze's pay and went fareast to get jann's presents.
bought a bag and a pair of shoes!
i like both ! :O
jealouus! HAHHAA

spent ALOT of time thre, didnt knw wht to get fr jann.
then went kfc. GOT CRAZY. literally crazy,
Hahhaa. we were acting like Saloma and Vinod, damn hilarious
Jiyin didnt understand, so only me and weisze laughed-.-

went to ion, shopped at Tangs.
SUPER EX.-.-
went to ion. bought Topshop wallet fr lionel.
I wanted Maomao :( but DongDong nicer .
its like hidden in all the ugly wallets. HAHAHA!

went home quickly, with a heavy bag, presents, and SORE THROAT.
slept .


Today:
DEAREST JANN N LIONEL'S BIRTHDAY :D
one of th most important 2 in my life:D
BEST-EST:D heehee,
i shall leave the mushy and emotional part to my notes fr them :D

went to sch, asked everyone not to giv them their presents until Recess.
except tht jann's classmates damn spoiler go and giv.
recess, dragged lionel n jann away.
prepared th table with presents and cake.
and the both of them were super touched :D
haha, jann n lionel loved th tiramisu :D

took photos, crapped. laughed, ate, ran back to class :D
haha, fun day indeed.

dance was tiring LIKE MAD
something in my thigh cracked-.-
pain.
and ZLS's daughter is PRO.
:O

back home with a tired body.
heavy bag. painful arms. hurt thigh. SORE THROAT.
{♥}

Never go to school today
Fever last night. :O

The man who can't be moved.
Holds meaning. but has to be forgotten :D

I feel scammed.
damn cheated. damnit.
i'm getting dumber by the day.
gosh. i can only blame myself.
sacrificing is becoming my habit :D
but it all ends well for others, so i guess i should be happy.
trying to be not affected :D

anyway, bastards have shown their real self.
nice people are stil there.
and getting close back with Lionel Tan and Xavier.
glad to have those friends,
and my tablemate LIONEL TEO :D
arnd me, Merlyn Elaine Joshua and Joey :D

back with Clique and HeiheiJulebu.
:D

the past shall be the past.
memories are always be the best.
the present is great.
and the future should be better.
:D

Hey!
LONGLONG AGO. i posted.
Haha, and now im back because im bored..

Dec24 CHRISTMAS EVE! :D
outing at ECP again.
went fr cycling with:
Weisze Jiyin Low Yi Darrel Qiqing

Junqiang, Gabriel, Edy, Crystal and some other girls came too.
but didnt talk to them much.
it was a happy day.
ecp ride was fun.
accompanied by lowyi.
while th rest SCATTERED behind.
hmmm.
cycled awhile with Junqiang, but bike rental time's up, so left to macs.
chit chat. and went underpass to meet Junqiang&co.
left to plaza sing . took train to orchard
went to Lucky plaza.
played pool. and shaun came.
play play play. went marriott to say hi!
sithu damn cute. :X

then walke arnd finding my poor ice cream!
and got muscle ache! zzz.
then took bus home.
got a freaking surprise tht day,
bt nw, it seemed more like the start of a nightmare.

Newyeareve.
Outing to Marina Square.
couldnt find th mall.
then darrell so dumb, he go and ask the SAME police officer
for th direction TWICE -.-
ATE MY ICE CREAAAAM :D

Movie at 1200am 2011 !
Tourist :D with Lowyi Jiyin Darrell.
watched fireworks :D
and then walked arnd trying to find cab. i know its super dumb.
waited fr 2 hours. got a cab finally, at 4+am.

Today.
Went out with Weisze Jiyin Lowyi Chenghow.
watched Season of Witches.
damn nice, bt damn scary.
i seriously jumped fr 3times thanks to those ZOMBIES! GAHH!
went to macs.
ate, photos. left home by 88 with jiyin n lowyi.


Clarqe Quay trip.
It was a pleasant trip, with an unpleasant ending.
Anyway, great memories, but unhappy ending :)
and i'm gona forget about it. like it never happened:D
delete memories fr those few days:D
bt touched by th little notes anyway.
if i wasn't forced to ans. mayb things would be diff now:D

Movie outing at Vivo.
with Weisze Junqiang Edy Gabriel Crystal and someother girls.
took photo with Junq. th root of troubles, Miss SeowWeisze!
hmm, th movie damn scam. they use xiaoxiaobin to attract ppl,
bt xiaoxiaobin appeared fr lik 10mins?!
th movie sucked. zzz.
first movie i felt regretful watching.

Didnt go to school- day.
Lionel Chenyou Engliang Pet Caixiong and merlyn came.
the guys climbed into my hse through th window.
super funnaye.
merlyn cried thanks to mr lim engliang.
bt he's forgiven. too impulsive!

Olevel Results.
A1 for Chinese.
many other people too.
but sadly, Crys n Jann didnt manage to get A.
crys dropping. Jann appealing.
hope jann can get in. GOODLUCK FR UR TEST ON MONDAY:D
u can do it ! :D

Dinner at Pizza hut with jiyin lowyi and darrell.
darrell was drunk, old drunkard.
took bus with lowyi while jiyin n darrell took 80 home.

{♥}